life behind the lens

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Woah. April has been a month. A whirlwind really. My emotions have been up and down like an effing roller coaster. And I am SO not here for that. But lets just make a long story short and not get into it. hahah. I’m all good now and feeling myself again!!

I never want anyone who is reading my blog or following me to think that I am trying to put on a persona of having a perfect life. Truth is life isn’t perfect. For anyone. At all.

This has been one of THE hardest years of my life. From college graduation to now I’ve learned soooo much and have found I have to be selfish with what I want my life to be and where I want my life to go. I’ve learned to be selfish of who I surround myself with and not allow people walk over me or play with my emotions.

I’ve laughed, cried, danced and grieved this year. Every damn day I think our girl @beccalavz and how she lived everyday with love light and laughter. Although she was closer with other people more than me, that girl has touched my life more than she will ever know.

This year I’ve learned you can’t plan life no matter how hard you try. And honestly you just have to roll with the punches. I’m living in the same city I grew up in but yet feel completely different. It’s a good thing and I am so so happy to be where I am now.

Life is such a funny wild ride isn’t it?!

keep following along mine. xx